three months

It's been almost more than three months that I don't update my blog. Maybe I am lazy. Or maybe my daily life is too simple and too empty to talk about. Now I may try to write something.

After the Test...

After the test, I seem to relize something, but not very clean. I find I need to do something. I need to work hard for my future. I have lost plenty of things. I hope I can do something to get some back. But, unfortunately the harder I try, the more I lose. I think that the only reason is I still can't map out what I shall do exactly. Therefore, I don't know What I shall do very clearly and exactly. Maybe I don't still work very hard or not hard enough. Otherwise, I am not selfish enough so I would be influenced by others easily....
Ah~ Introspection is not very easy...... and there are too MUCH THINGS can't just be expressed by Words. Hence, I quit.

I am struggling

I am struggling, but I don't know what I am struggling for. I find that I always ask myself some stupid questions. What am I doing? Why I am doing so? What shall I do? I get no answers. I seem to lose something very important in my mind. My brian is getting emptier and emptier. My soul is dying. I find I alway cry for myself. However That Make Me Mcuh More STUPID. I do nothing for myself. Sometimes I seem to foregt what and who I really am. Just as if I don't exist in the world anymore. I seem to miss plenty of things. I don't know what I want. I know nothing anymore. I can see nothing anymore. I can dream nothing anymore. I can feel nothing anymore. I just know I am struggling, but I don't know what I am struggling for.....

OH~ My God!! Babylon is rebuilding

想想真是有趣，以前，是用中文來學英文，後來，是用英文來學英文，到了現在，是用英文來學中文。這讓我想到Babylon的故事

根據神話，以前人們自認為自己和神是平等的，所以，決定建造一做可以到達天際，一座名為巴比倫(babylon)的高塔，好讓自己爬到天界，後來神生氣 了，用雷電把高塔劈毀，將人類隔離，並且將人類的語言變得不同，這麼一來，人類就無法在溝通，也無法再一起建立巴比倫高塔。

而現在，因為資訊科技的發達與交通的便利，人與人之間的溝通越來越頻繁，語言的交流也越來越多。所以語言學習的需求也越來越大。不論是東亞地區的英語學習 熱，還是歐美國家的華語熱，都是如此。或許在不久的將來，人類的語言會如神話般地再次統一，也或許真的會去建造一座直達天際巴比倫塔。

空～～

前幾天的忙碌好像是假的，一旦放鬆下來後，反而不知道自己該做什麼？
之前，一點點一點點的雜事讓人心煩意亂的。感覺上自己的事很多都無法做，很想去做，但又沒辦法。現在突然空閒下來了，自己的腦袋也突然空了，不知道自己該做什麼？！堆在書桌前一堆該看的書，沈積在腦海裡該完成的事還是很多，但就是不知該從何下手.....唉～～

HFS ~ Http File Server

在區域網路內，相信大家都應該很習慣用「網路上的芳鄰」來做分享吧。雖然這樣很方便，但是對一些人而言，「網路上的芳鄰」的設定有點太複雜了。而且，當檔案很大時，用「網路上的芳鄰」做分享，速度就會變得很慢。因此在這跟大家分享一個簡易的 「Http Server」軟體 --->HFS (Http File Server)

Http Server簡單的說就是一個網頁式的伺服，而[HFS]這軟體可以快速地在 windows 上建構可供以瀏覽器上傳/瀏覽的檔案分享系統。這軟體的分享速度可以比「網路上的芳鄰」快上許多。

酸然是英語的介面，但操作簡單，檔案小，不需要安裝，佔用電腦的資源少，更重要的是，它是個免費的軟體。

有興趣的人可到官網下載：http://www.rejetto.com/hfs/

若不知如何使用，可自行上網搜尋HFS (Http File Server)

二十Ⅹ年前的今日，我的人生就此開始....

在去年的今天，我正準備著翌日的教甄，無奈地又過了一年，我依然再做著同樣的事。可見我還真是一點成長都沒有啊（T＿T）。
二十Ⅹ年前的今日，我的人生就此開始.... 二十Ⅹ年後的今日，我的人生就如同笑話一般。每當到了生日總是很無奈。為何考試總是在我生日時舉辦？雖然已經很久沒過生日了，但是還是免不了欷噓一下。唉～～～～